Face to Face with Life

hmmmm....
words....the universal audible matters....
do u ppl find the rite ones on the rite time...??
n are u good with them..??
m askin this just coz i wanted to find out if their are ppl like me...
coz i am very bad with words...i can never properly use n place them... i always end up sayin something else...i mean i never mean what i say...n never say what i mean...
i always mess things up when it comes to talking..
all this with an icing of stage fear...
yeah i know i look like a miserable person who is no good in communicating n thats even true...
i am the messiest person u can find on the face of this planet...
words in this manner i mean the written manner are the best way i can use them... i can just hope that.. u ppl are the judges..
but sometimes i wonder are words so necessary.??
do the people who love u so much need a verbal confirmation??
dont they understand what u feel...or what u wanna say...by just lookin at u??
no not always...life these days is so hectic n tiring that these days ppl just dont pick up the vibes...or may b they just ignore them... i dunno but u need words....words for everything...
from expressin ur love to ur hurt....everything needs to b audible infact yelled out at the highest pitch of ur voice... coz ur whispers will never b heard..
n ppl... "in all the lovely ppl around me i love the GOD most....HE IS THE BEST..." coz he never needs words... he knows what i want...n what i feel... though he rarely grants my wishes... but HE listens n to my surprise HE always fulfills them when i am least expecting..
i love surprises....n i love the communication method used...
coming down on my knees...closing my eyes n thinkin of HIM is all needed n whooooooosh.... he is their...
n i believe,that in ur lives u always come across ppl who r like GOD.. i mean who understand u beyond words..n love u beyond ur personality....
in my life there are many such ppl...but obv they are not perfectonists... may b thats why m complainin n writin this post....
PERFECTION IS TUFF TO B PRACTICED... even i am not......
tc
Chaitra

hehehehe....not exactly the first day of blogging...
i mean to say the first day here on blog.co.uk...
i was just unpacking n this tag... this is not fair... n this unfair thing was done to me by..ARCHANA the great ..
neway now without wasting much time i shud start ansewring.... abhi shuroo karrongi to atleast will finish by midnite ...

so here's the questionaire....

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on a random page and find random line.
ans. in the parallel RLC circuit shown in fig, let the switch S be opened at the time t=o.... yuck...
engineering... (actually its my brother's book.)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
ans. nothing happened... tell me what was supposed to haapen..

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
ans. MTv...dos n donts of fashion for this monsoon..
how can they assume that ppl r listening.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
ans. its 9:40 pm...

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
ans. 9:44 pm ... wrong by 4 mins...

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
ans. NIDHI yellin into my ears... "bak into the summer of 69".. my house will b comin down in another 15 mins or so... mummy bachao..

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
ans. 4 hours bak... was in the 10 no market..with NIDHI..
shoppin for some really bful n girlie earings..

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
ans. my room...was shocked to find no place to sit.. (i suddenly realised i have so many clothes..)

9. What are you wearing?
ans. pajamas n tee...

10. Did you dream last night??
ans. dont remember..

11. When did you last laugh?
ans. may b a few mins ago..

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in??
ans. a poster that says.. " if i was organised i'd be dangerous..."

13. Seen anything weird lately?
ans. nope...i dont remember.....

14. What do u think of this quiz?
ans. its too long... can i leave some questions??

15. What is the Last film u saw?
ans. cellular

16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
ans. i know i wont... m not that lucky.. i have never been.. but still if i become that i will try to improve the lives of some or shud say lots of under privileged children...

17. Tell me something about you that I dunno.
ans. i can't hear no..

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
ans. i will change myself first..there are so many things i wud love to change abt the world..but i will prefer starting from myself...n first thin will b bein environment friendly...

19. Do you like to dance?
ans. yeahi love to.. but m too shy to do that...

20. George Bush
ans. he is the person i hate most..

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
ans. ummm PANKHUDI..

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ans. dunno havent come across a nice name yet...

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
ans. yeah...but wont prefer settlin their forever...

24.What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
ans. WELCOME HOME

25. People who may do this memo in their journal.
ans. MANISH http://lostwithinme.blogspot.com
VARUN http://basketballstriker.blogspot.com
NEETIE http://memory.rediffblogs.com
n VIKRAM http://aodz.blogspot.com
please mujhse gussa mat hona.. i cant help it..
question ka answer to dena padega na..

phew....finally the questions are over...
will go to bed straight nothing much left in my head..
was a tuff QUIZ....
good nite...
n tc
Chaitra

hey ppl i shifted again...
that rediffblog was temporary solution....
after all u cant trust rediff....
thats my personal experience.....
neways sorry for the inconvenience again..
sometimes i feel u ppl wont bother to blogroll me again... but NIDHI says... never mind
i am the shishya of NIDHI...
NIDHI ki jai ho....
tc
Chaitra